HIS FEELING- RAGE

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I'll be sharing what a friend wrote following the #wordporn series. It's so wonderful to know that a producer, singer and rapper can also write😊😀😀. You want to be heard? Share your experience, write-ups, poems, stories et all?.... Buzz me!

Often times, he lies to himself that he has never felt love.
But anytime he sees her face, the feeling can't be compared to having butterflies in one's tummy, I would say that his heart feels like butter sliding down warm toast.
It's not so difficult to notice the excitement when he hears she's coming over because he knows the second she walks in, her smile lights up the room.
For years she was away and he felt he was over her but upon reuniting, he felt shackled all over again. He spent a lot of nights thinking what this might mean, living in self-deceit that it wasn't love but he couldn't still put a label on this feeling.
He finally decided to tell her the way he felt but he was replied with a smile, that same humbling smile. He was disappointed as he was expecting to hear that she had similar feelings and he blamed himself for not concealing his emotions, wishing he had just let this cancer eat him up till it decides to let him be.
He started living off bottles as he was advised that alcohol was highly therapeutic for emotional depression till he had too much one unfaithful evening and ran his car off the highway......




By Rage

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